| A year has passed since my last entry. I did go back to school after homeschooling for 13 years. And what a year. I learned that I had a knack for special needs students. I lost my heart to a five year old who needed me. Thank goodness Jonathan isn't the jealous type! I learned that you will not pass out or throw up from nerves---you are just a mite uncomfortable.
In the year that has passed I lost a daughter and gained a son-in-law. People ask if I miss my girl being in the house. Mostly, I miss her laugh. She has a laugh that comes from the depths of her soul. Her husband says that in reality she is only four years old. I hope she stays that way! I am glad that she found someone to love who loves her back. Being a mom was wonderful but it feels good to be a couple again---I like the fact that it's all about me and the one that makes my heart smile.
Well, it is time to visit mom. This last year has been very hard on her both physically and mentally. It's tough when the roles reverse but that's a story for another day.
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| As mentioned in my last entry teaching has become a big part of me. As the weeks have gone by I have been searching for a job to meet the bills but also to pour my heart into. Yesterday I found out that I will get to go back to kindergarten in August---the Father has provided the most amazing job for me. I am still so stunned and amazed at what He has done.
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| Wow, it has been so long since my last entry. The days are flying by as MB and I finish up school for the last time. It's strange to not be thinking and planning for next year. Homeschooling has been such a BIG part of my life for the last 13 years. Teaching has become a part of me and I find myself operating in that mode often. Somehow stopping seems to mean that a part of me will be missing.
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| Ain't it the truth?! Mom was back in the hospital last week for another stroke. These stupid things are robbing her of function, mental alertness and dignity. What were Adam and Eve thinking back in the garden?
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| Is anybody else confused as to why the time must change? Don't we have enough changes in our lives to contend with----without messing with the time? And since time really doesn't exist how can it be changed? what exactly is falling back and springing forward? besides our imaginations?
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